I have never been one of those women that enjoy being pregnant. For one thing, I'm short. There is not a lot of room in my abdomen to begin with so when I'm pregnant, I get pretty huge and very uncomfortable. And believe it or not, I swear I am getting bigger faster in this pregnancy. This is me at 19 weeks with both Naya (left) and nugget (right). Clearly, much bigger right?
Now here is me, 39 weeks and 3 days pregnant with Naya.
If I was that big with her - how much bigger am I going to get with this one? It's freaking terrifying.
But I am getting ahead of myself. 20 weeks. I am only 20 weeks and I can really only allow myself to take this one day at a time. The next thing to look ahead to is our big anatomy screen with the perinatologist on April 30. Once we get past that point, I know I will start feeling a little more hopeful about the future because right now, I know so much can still go wrong. Luckily, I have a very busy week to help keep my mind off things, including our big March of Dimes event on Saturday, April 28. But more on that later. I'm off to lie on my bed and eat some sugar to make this baby move around.